Cheeseball Chronicles Sep 9, 2004
Hi baby,
Hope this letter doesn’t strike you as
an unpleasant surprise, it’s just that I can’t help but write you something as
personal as this… It’s just a too damn sweet opportunity to pass up! :) Please bear with me on this one k? Hehehe… :)
I just caught myself pacing the
hallways of my house a few moments ago (9am ),
thinking, and dwelling on nothing but you. I found myself missing you immensely
as if you were away for the longest time (but you were!). As much as I want to
keep my thoughts contained, try as I may it just wouldn’t be the case.
Them stupid smirks, head shaking
moments, grunts and hisses… only a few ridiculous reactions to the medley of
thoughts regarding you. :) Laughing at
how C-struck I’ve become, grossed out on the new heights of cheesiness I’ve
attained, constantly reminding myself to take it easy, keep my cool, and play
it smart yet… you’re already reading this parody of a “love-letter” aren’t
you?
I find myself part amused, part
amazed and completely perplexed on how you can make me feel this way. I’ve
always imagined myself being around someone like you yet nothing prepped me for
the real deal, seriously. You’re this self-reliant, good-natured, emotionally
mature, cracked-up funny, down to earth girl among other things and it’s nice
to actually know that someone like you isn’t just some figment of my crazy
imagination. Of course, it remains a humbling bonus to know that this fine
woman regards me as her significant other… how cool is that?
Now that the conspiracy of having
you has already succeeded, thanks to my overpowering wit and charm to say the
least hahaha! :), none is
the task more daunting than to keep a woman of such remarkable quality perpetually
pleased and satisfied. Gone are the days of planning, taking my sweet time,
endless hours of consulting, now is the time to put my relationship skills to
the test. For the five years under my belt, my knowledge in it is just so
completely different to what we have and now I feel like an inexperienced
amateur, incompetent in handling such an important duty as being your man… as
of the moment. You just wait swithart… :)
As in so far with how things have
been since we’ve been together, I’d say that I have no misgivings with how
things are going. Not to say that what we have is unnaturally perfect, I am
still adjusting to how things are in terms of seeing it as “We”. It’s the first
time I have encountered someone like you, so in terms of pushing your pleasure
buttons I am near clueless although I’ll get to that, believe me :)
In closing, hehe, all I really
wanted to say was I missed you… I obviously did. Really excited to give you
this and see how you’d creatively brush it away :). I really
am so into you C, it’s so blissful and scary all at the same time… Yikes!
Anyway, I don’t wanna run out of
nice things to say by saying it all in just one letter, not that I will! :) Gotta keep “puss and boots” in check already, you might wrap me
around your cute little finger too much, wouldn’t want that naman diba?
Oh ya, your ability to always assume
nothing still gets me every time baby! Ibang klase! And I Really really missed
you…
S
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